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hey everyone, its shadic again, to give u guys an update of whats going on.
- right now im still trying to figure out a way to post my drawings ...its not going anywhere
-i hate this month...reminds me of too many painful memories in the past..
-trying to stay open to my friends, because i know that they are always there for me, no matter what..
-im improving on my anger and mental breakdowns...i still a little insane but...its a progress.
- my life...don't even want to talk about that...but still want to move on..but i cant.
- trust issues is becoming an annoying situation right now...
- school is going smooth, im on the top of my game with all A's..
- social life...will never have one...people calling me retarded and idiot pushes my mind into my suicide thoughts.
- and finally, my personality...still the same lovable, kind-hearted, and sweet person..i do not like to get in trouble... my prsonality gives others an advantage with my gulliableness.....more depression..

ill keeping updating my journal to interact with a deviant friends..
im sorry if i dont own a facebook page...its better to be safe then sorry

P.S.
any questions, im online on deviantart everyday...u can talk to me 
see ya!
shadic90210
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: sad songs
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: my wall
  • Playing: sad songs
  • Eating: starving myself
  • Drinking: nothing
Everyday i ask myself..
what is life?
Is life good or bad. Is it important or a waste of time...
My answer is...i dont care...
People abusing others and uses them for their stupidity..
that's how my life is ran right now, and maybe...forever.
I am a kind-hearted person, but everyone uses me as a joke.
just because i do not act like an adult...i dont want to ...
Should i die or live.....that is my question...
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: sad songs
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: my wall
  • Playing: sad songs
  • Eating: starving myself
  • Drinking: nothing
happy new years everyone
best wishes and best luck for this new year
its going to be great..

see ya
shadic90210
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: sad songs
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: my wall
  • Playing: sad songs
  • Eating: starving myself
  • Drinking: nothing
Hi everyone 
Its me again...
Christmas is already here. All our friends and family come together to celebrate
the holidays.
I just want to say, Happy Holidays to everyone, even my friends on deviantart..
I cant wait to see all my family members in one spot..
Even if this is my last christmas with them...
i will make sure that this christmas will come out alright.
Somehow, I'm getting weaker by the day...but ill be ok
At least i'm alive and well
i wish to all of my DA friends a merry christmas, happy holidays and a happy new year

I wish I could go to NY right now..
Oh well..not evry wish comes true

see ya later 
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: sad songs
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: my wall
  • Playing: sad songs
  • Eating: starving myself
  • Drinking: nothing
Hello everyone 
its been a while ever since i posted anything online..
its...been really hard for the past few months..
sometimes i want to kill myself and the other is to run away..
But..it will never go away
friends are sometimes helpful, but then they turn against u
I wish the world could change...I'm so hurt right now that the pain is gettiing worse

....If u want to talk to me, 
feel free to leave a comment below or note me
thank u...

P.S.
Dont worry 
I'll post some artwork later on somewhere close to spring
i promise..ive been super busy with my last year in high school and all the BS in my life right now
But...ill be ok...if i can survive that long*cry*
Bye.... 
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: sad songs
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: my wall
  • Playing: sad songs
  • Eating: starving myself
  • Drinking: nothing
hey everyone, its shadic again, to give u guys an update of whats going on.
- right now im still trying to figure out a way to post my drawings ...its not going anywhere
-i hate this month...reminds me of too many painful memories in the past..
-trying to stay open to my friends, because i know that they are always there for me, no matter what..
-im improving on my anger and mental breakdowns...i still a little insane but...its a progress.
- my life...don't even want to talk about that...but still want to move on..but i cant.
- trust issues is becoming an annoying situation right now...
- school is going smooth, im on the top of my game with all A's..
- social life...will never have one...people calling me retarded and idiot pushes my mind into my suicide thoughts.
- and finally, my personality...still the same lovable, kind-hearted, and sweet person..i do not like to get in trouble... my prsonality gives others an advantage with my gulliableness.....more depression..

ill keeping updating my journal to interact with a deviant friends..
im sorry if i dont own a facebook page...its better to be safe then sorry

P.S.
any questions, im online on deviantart everyday...u can talk to me 
see ya!
shadic90210
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: sad songs
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: my wall
  • Playing: sad songs
  • Eating: starving myself
  • Drinking: nothing

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shadic90210
Shadic
Artist | Student | Digital Art
United States
I am very friendly
I love videogames and cartoons
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ComeAlight Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2015  Student General Artist
Thank you for the watch!
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shadic90210 Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2015  Student Digital Artist
ur welcome^^
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WolfProItech Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2015
Thanks for the Watch it means a lot.  (。・ω・。)ノ♡ 
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shadic90210 Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2015  Student Digital Artist
ur welcome
i love ur artwork
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WolfProItech Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2015
Think you it really means a lot.(。'▽'。)♡ 
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shadic90210 Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2015  Student Digital Artist
ur welcome^^Heart Love 
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x3Ayame Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much for the watch! X3
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shadic90210 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015  Student Digital Artist
ur welcome
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MrsRemi Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for watching! ouo
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shadic90210 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Student Digital Artist
no problem
ur art is lovely
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