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shadic90210

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requests!!!

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Request (free) 

I’m taking any requests, even oc characters. Designs, also can be requested. Still trying to hook up my pay pal. You can also ask me questions. I’ll be happy to answer them, any question is acceptable from lewd to sfw. I’ll try them all!

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hi everyone 
jay is back from a long day of vacation and finishing up high school
im moving to college, i cannot wait. 
since i have free time again, i was hoping to get some requests and commissions going to explore deviantart more. 
you can note me here on deviantart or my twitter
welp, i have to go 
i'll be trying to write more things on my journal, not negative ones.
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its me...

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hey everyone, its shadic again, to give u guys an update of whats going on.
- right now im still trying to figure out a way to post my drawings ...its not going anywhere
-i hate this month...reminds me of too many painful memories in the past..
-trying to stay open to my friends, because i know that they are always there for me, no matter what..
-im improving on my anger and mental breakdowns...i still a little insane but...its a progress.
- my life...don't even want to talk about that...but still want to move on..but i cant.
- trust issues is becoming an annoying situation right now...
- school is going smooth, im on the top of my game with all A's..
- social life...will never have one...people calling me retarded and idiot pushes my mind into my suicide thoughts.
- and finally, my personality...still the same lovable, kind-hearted, and sweet person..i do not like to get in trouble... my prsonality gives others an advantage with my gulliableness.....more depression..

ill keeping updating my journal to interact with a deviant friends..
im sorry if i dont own a facebook page...its better to be safe then sorry

P.S.
any questions, im online on deviantart everyday...u can talk to me 
see ya!
shadic90210
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Life...

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Everyday i ask myself..
what is life?
Is life good or bad. Is it important or a waste of time...
My answer is...i dont care...
People abusing others and uses them for their stupidity..
that's how my life is ran right now, and maybe...forever.
I am a kind-hearted person, but everyone uses me as a joke.
just because i do not act like an adult...i dont want to ...
Should i die or live.....that is my question...
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happy new years everyone
best wishes and best luck for this new year
its going to be great..

see ya
shadic90210
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